So when thou saw'st in Nature's cabinet, Stella, thou straight looked'st babies in her eyes, In her cheeks' pit, thou did'st thy pitfold set, And in her breast, bo-peep, or couching, lies, Playing, and shining in each outward part: But, fool! seek'st not to get into her heart. You that do search for every purling spring, Into your rhymes, running in rattling rows; You that poor Petrarch's long-deceased woes With new-born sighs, and denizened wit do sing: You take wrong ways; those far-fetched helps be such, As do bewray a want of inward touch. And sure, at length, stolen goods do come to light; But if (both for your love and skill) your name You seek to nurse at fullest breasts of fame, Stella behold, and then begin t' indite. Because I oft, in dark abstracted guise, To them that would make speech of speech arise: Fawn on myself, and others do despise: Yet pride, I think, doth not my soul possess, Which looks too oft in his unflattering glass: But one worse fault, ambition, I confess, That makes me oft my best friends overpass, Unseen, unheard, while thought to highest place Bends all his power, even unto Stella's grace. Come, Sleep, O Sleep! the certain knot of peace, The poor man's wealth, the prisoner's release, I will good tribute pay, if thou do so. Take thou of me, smooth pillows, sweetest bed : And if these things, as being thine by right, Move not thy heavy grace, thou shalt, in me, Having this day my horse, my hand, my lance, Guided so well, that I obtained the prize, Both by the judgment of the English eyes, And of some sent from that sweet enemy, France; My blood from them who did excel in this, How far they shot awry! the true cause is, In martial sports I had my cunning tried, And yet to break more staves did me address, While, with the people's shouts, I must confess, Youth, luck, and praise e'en filled my veins with pride; When Cupid, having me, his slave, descried In Mars' livery, prancing in the press: What now, Sir Fool? said he, I would no less: My heart then quaked, then dazzled were mine eyes, One hand forgot to rule, th' other to fight; Nor trumpet's sound I heard, nor friendly cries: My foe came on, and beat the air for me, Till that her blush taught me my shame to see. Because I breathe not love to every one, Nor give each speech a full point of a groan; He cannot love; no, no; let him alone. Dear! why make you more of a dog than me? If he do love, I burn, I burn in love; If he wait well, I never thence would move : He barks, my songs thine own voice oft doth prove; But I, unbid, fetch even my soul to thee. To witless things, then Love, I hope (since wit Highway, since you my chief Parnassus be, And that my Muse, to some ears not unsweet, Tempers her words to trampling horses' feet, More oft than to a chamber melody: Now blessed you, bear onward blessed me, To her, where I my heart, safe left, shall meet; My Muse and I must you of duty greet With thanks and wishes, wishing thankfully. Be you still fair, honoured by public heed; By no encroachment wronged, nor time forgot: Nor blamed for blood, nor shamed for sinful deed; And that you know I envy you no lot Of highest wish, I wish you so much bliss, Stella! think not that I by verse seek fame, Who seek, who hope, who love, who live but thee; Thine eyes my pride, thy lips my history: If thou praise not, all other praise is shame. A nest for my young praise, in laurel tree: That any laud to me thereof should grow, For nothing from my wit, or will, doth flow: Since all my words thy beauty doth indite, And Love doth hold my hand, and makes me write. O happy Thames! that did'st my Stella bear, I saw thee with full many a smiling line, Upon thy cheerful face joy's livery wear; While those fair planets on thy streams did shine, The boat for joy could not to dance forbear, While wanton winds, with beauties so divine Ravished, stayed not, till in her golden hair They did themselves (O sweetest prison!) twine. And fain those Eol's youth there would their stay Have made, but forced by Nature still to fly, First did with puffing kiss those locks display: With sight thereof cried out, "O fair disgrace! Unhappy sight, and hath she vanished by So near, in so good time, so free a place? Dead glass, dost thou thy object so embrace, As what my heart still sees thou can'st not spy? I swear by her I love, and lack, that I Was not in fault, who bent thy dazzling race Only unto the heaven of Stella's face; Counting but dust what in the way did lie. But cease, mine eyes, your tears do witness well, That you, guiltless thereof, your nectar missed. Cursed be the page, from whom the bad torch fell; Cursed be the night which did your will resist : Cursed be the coachman which did drive so fast, Which no less curse than absence makes me taste. |