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December 22, 17I NOW found all my theatrical expectations frustrated. Although, but a few days before, they seemed to be resuming their wonted fplendour, and bid fair to be productive of at least some years of unclouded sunshine, in a moment an envious gloom darkened the prospect. Tranfient, as “ when a fable cloud turns forth her silver lining " to the night," was the flattering hope. But such

lot. I could by no means have wished for an engagement, unless it was on condition of being rein



was my

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stated in most of the parts that had been in my pofleffion, together with my quota of new ones; and as to requesting a favour of that kind from Mr. Woodward, I reprobated the very thought.

. I could not for a moment suppose, even had I been so unreasonable as to make such a weak proposal, that a person who knew the value of money fo well as he did, would have consented to have me (to make use of a political phrase) tacked to him by way of dependent.

For notwithstanding friendship is a very fine thing to talk of, very few would prove such devotees to it, as to facrifice a thousand pounds a year upon account of it. As for my own ideas of that facred union, they are so truly romantic, and fo very

unfashionable, that I am almost ashamed to make them known : but I should not think worlds too dear a purchase, for the person towards whom I professed a friendship. I now regretted, more poignantly than before, that I had made Mr. Colman my enemy. Though I deplored his resentment, I acknowledged the justice of it. I have, however, the consolation to add, that from that gentleman's liberal behaviour for some time past, I have every reason to believe his displeasure häs subsided, and that I have the happiness, once

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more, to look upon him in the light of a friend,

Upon the third of December I always made a dinner for some friends, in honour of its being the name-day of Comte Haflang. I had accordingly invited some ladies, and his Excellency's Secretary, to dine at my mother's, where I now resided when I came to town.

The evening previous to that day my mother feemed to be indisposed, but as I was in hopes that it was only a slight indisposition, and she herself objected to my putting off the party, I had not done so. When I returned home from paying the usual compliments upon the occasion, I found her in the parlour, much worse than when I left her. Seeing this, I entreated her to permit me to send for advice; which she refused, but consented to return to bed,

As I did not apprehend any real danger from my

mother's illness, good company, joined to good cheer, and good humour, made us laugh rather too loud; when, to our great surprize, she entered the room, in the midst of our festivity, and turning to Mrs. Howe, one of the ladies present, desired her not to raise a mob about the door by her immoderate laughing, As my mother was B 2

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