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me, and never fear the cross; for He has pro. mised, He will make the yoke casy and the burden light; He alone can and will sweeten the bitter cup of adversity: He has promised that if we acknowledge him in all our ways, He will direct our paths, He will be our guide unto death, and after death our portion and happiness everlasting: O may we never stray from such a Shepherd, who gathers the lambs in his arms, and gently leads those that are with young. May you and I, my dear Judith, ever remain in the enclosed garden of the church, ready to answer the slightest call, even as the putting forth of the Beloved's finger through the hole of the door, let the way be ever so narrow or contrary to flesh and blood; and as our bodies are the temples of the Holy Ghost, may we seek direction from Him, knowing that in his own time He will be found of them that diligently seek him.

You did not answer that part of my letter upon waiting in silence upon the Lord for divine teaching, which was a disappointment to me, as from that I have more real comfort

than ever I had through the medium of another; I wish every one to know and practice it, there is no other way in which self is so humbled, for it is only in the silence of all that is fleshly, that the small still voice is to be heard; even when walking or working you may retire inward and enjoy sweet communion with the Lord; and it is not, Lo here, or lo there, for the word (Jesus Christ) is in thy mouth, and in thy heart. My mother had a letter from dear I feel happy in having fulfilled my duty by writing to him, and having told him all my mind, which letter he acknowledged, and said he was very much obliged to me for my good advice. Oh, may the Lord be his préserver, and enable us to submit to his divine will, knowing that whatsoever is by His appointment is best. May we all meet round the throne of the Lamb, where no enemy can assault, nor snare allure, where this corruptible shall put on incorruption, and this mortal immortality, &c.

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LETTER VII.

To her Sister Judith.

Nov. 14, 1795.

I AM sure it will give my dear Judith pleasure to hear of the safe arrival of dear thanks be to Him who has preserved him and brought him through so many dangerous storms which have been fatal to so many. I think we have always something or other stirring us up to gratitude and love, not only in these outward mercies, but in the more immediate and inward tokens of His love, which are incomprehensible, when He, whom the heaven of heavens cannot contain, condescends to dwell in the hearts of the meanest of His poor despised people. You, my dear Judith, seem in a great degree to enjoy the love of our dear Redeemer; it is a most peculiar mercy to have your heart and affections, especially at so young an age,

so firmly attached to Him: He only could preserve you in the midst of so many trials, and I doubt not, He will still watch over you with an eye of love; and preserve you unto His heavenly kingdom: and may you and I, my dearest Judith, devote our lives to Him whose gifts they are, and finish our course with joy, being ready to meet our Lord at any hour that He shall please to call.

LETTER VIII.

To her sister Judith.

Nov. 21, 1795.

THOUGH I am sure I can never feel half gratitude enough to my condescending Redeemer, for His great goodness, in bearing so long with me, yet glory be to His name, that I can say, with truth; Lord, thou knowest all things, thou knowest that I love thee; whom have I in heaven but thee, and there is none upon earth I desire in comparison of thee: at least I think so, and hope there is no fear of my being mistaken. O may he preserve me, and I need not fear what man can do to me: I do expect troubles for following Him, but do not fear them, as he has said, "My grace is sufficient for thee," and remembering that we suffer for His sake, happy are we, for the spirit of glory and of God resteth on us. I think I

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